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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

KOKI JR.

A/N:  this was a textfic that I sent to my friend aoi_tenshi05, and it was originally supposed to be me, she and leigh1381... but I was requested to make it a TaNaka fic... so leigh, gomen if it’s not the pairing you want... gomen...  on to the fic...

 

Yuichi, Jin and Tatsuya went to Japan from the Philippines to have a tour and meet their idols Koki, Junno and Kame.  Fortunately, they all met somewhere in Tokyo while walking. 

And immediately, four out of six have clicked. Jin and Junno, Tatsuya and Kame.  Unfortunately, Koki doesn’t like Yuichi for some reason.  And she took this to heart that she will never be loved by the person that is most important to him.  She wanted to give up, but the two men told him not to.  Why?  Because whoever can give Koki a child, he will marry.  And this gave Yuichi some hope of capturing his heart.

Junno and Kame asked Koki to go singing with them at one of their friends’ apartment.  As soon as they got there, the two pushed Koki inside and locked the door.  Koki protested and banged the door ‘till his friends opens the door.  The shouted at him “NO!” And at that he heard his friends leave.

He turned around and saw Yuichi inside wearing a silk black lingère. He was shocked at how gorgeous Yuichi looked.  His eyes and jaw almost hit the floor from being stunned.

Yuichi took a step forward towards Koki, and the latter took a step back.  This happened until Yuichi corned the other on the wall. 

Yuichi made a daring mover of kissing him on the lips, while holding his shoulder.  Koki was caught by surprise, but melted into the kiss.  Her lips were soft and sweet.  Never has he tasted such sinful lips before.  The kiss became more demanding and fierce.  The temperature on his body rose, with the dose of her whole body pressing on him.  And she felt proud of making the other horny and feeling his cock hard.

Koki can’t contain himself anymore and held her waist.  He kissed her lips then moved to her ears, then to her neck.  Then lifted her bridal style to the couch, he laid her slowly.  He immediately took his clothes off then Yuichi’s.  He was surprised to see that she wasn’t wearing anything else.  In return, Yuichi was also surprised to see how big Koki was.  She gulped and thought if she can take him.

Koki was amazed at the beautiful body Yuichi was hiding underneath her clothes.  She has no sense of style, that’s why he got turned off.  While he was spacing out on her body, she pushed him on the floor.  Sat on his waist and kissed him again, deeply, entering his mouth with his tongue.  Tasting him as much as possible.  She moved to his ear, jaw and neck.  Koki released a strangled moan while his hands were busy playing with her full breasts.  Yuchi laughed at his naked skin, slide slowly towards his aching cock and she stopped on top of it. “Shit!! Don’t…  do that…. I… might… aahhh…come.”

She rocked back and forth on top of his hard member as if she heard nothing.  She was moaning shamelessly, holding, guiding Koki’s hand to continue playing with her breasts.  And then, Koki came and so did Yuichi.  Both were breathing pretty hard, trying to catch their breaths, staying still.

When their breathing evened out, she kissed him again.  He sat up and moved from her mouth to her breasts.  Licking, nipping and sucking.  “aahh… Koki…uunngg…” She reached for his cock again, pumping it back to life.  Playing the tip that made Koki hissed in pleasure.

She kissed him again and lifted her butt to position herself on top of his throbbing member.  He stopped breaking the kiss.  “Have you ever done this before?”  She shook her head as a ‘no’.  “Then you should lie down to be more comfortable.”

Without warning, she pushed herself down while holding his shoulder, and hissed at the sudden pain.  He immediately grabbed her waist to steady her.  Her eyes are now shedding tears which he noticed. ‘She is telling the truth.’ 

His heartbeat went from normal to full speed. Feeling the sweet tightness surrounding him.  A virgin in his arms… wow, I’m in heaven. She stilled a moment to get used to the feeling of being so full.  Tears still coming down.  He kissed her breasts again to distract her and opened mouth kisses.  He bit softly her lower lip, moaning.

When she felt ready, she started riding him slowly at first, and went faster and faster by the second.  Moans and hisses echoing inside the whole apartment. 

He lay down to meet her thrusts.  “I’m… I’m…. aahh… gona… come….” “then come for me baby….” In a very seductive voice.  And she rode him as fast as she could.

They both came together, Koki inside her and Yuichi on him.  She laid his head on top of his shoulder, not removing herself yet.  And both fell asleep in that position.  Tired from the adrenaline rush.

She woke up in the middle of the night and found herself on the bed without Koki by her side.  And she started to cry.  She thought she finally won him by giving herself to him.  But she was wrong.

Yuichi didn’t get to see him ‘till it was time for the three girls to go home.  Junno and Kame were the only ones who took them to the airport.

 

It’s been a year before the three went back to Japan to visit their boyfriends. They’ve been in consistent contact for that period of time.

While walking in a park in Tokyo, the three saw Koki walking hand in hand with his girlfriend.   And on impulse, Jin approached him and said, “Hi Koki-kun~.  Who’s she?  Don’t tell me you’re cheating me and our baby?”

“What?”

The girl said, “We’re over!”  and walk stomping away.

Jin smirked at the shock Koki and walked away with her friends.

Koki told his friends the situation that happened.  They were not surprised, for they knew.  So they took him out drinking.  Koki obliged.

He was a little sober when he asked them to go take him home.  They took him to an apartment and threw him inside.  Yet again, he was in the same predicament like a year ago.  So he just sighed.

He looked around and found no one.  He walked in the living room when he heard crying from one of the rooms.  He walked quietly following the sound.  He opened the door slowly and found Yuichi being devoured by a young man. 

Yuichi looked up to the person who walked in and saw Koki looked surprised.  She looked down, embarrassed.  He approached them and sat beside the two.

“What’s he’s name?”

“Koki Jr.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Sorry for not being there."

“It’s ok.  I understand.”  She was in tears.

He hugged them and muttered. “I’m sorry.  I never thought you'd give me yourself like that. Why?"

"Because I love you so much."

“I'm sorry for leaving like that.  I can't admit to myself that I've fallen for you.  I'm so sorry."

"Atleast I caught your heart.  I love you."  Then kissed him fully on the lips.

He kissed back, this time because of love. "I love you too Yuichi.  Let’s get married please.”

“I’m just waiting for you.”

They smiled at each other and lived happily with three more Koki Jrs.

Koki was thankful to his friends for always locking him inside an apartment with Yuichi.


You Were Always By My Side - Chapter Two

After classes, Ryo went straight to Keii’s home to visit her and make amends on their latest fight.  He doesn’t know why his heart was pounding so hard on the way there.  Maybe he just can’t stand being in bad situation like this with the other.  And the fact that he is not used to Keii being angry at him this long makes him a little worried.  Well he was already worried that the other was sick and all, but he is still much concerned that they are not in good terms when she got sick. 

He was already in front of the Koyama residence when he felt his stomach twists into a knot.  Why?  He can’t think about it right now.  Can’t he? 

The large door of the main house entrance was already being pulled open by their butler, expecting his arrival.  He immediately sprinted up the stairs, straight to his best friends’ room.  He was about to knock at the door when it flew open revealing Keii’s mom.

“Good afternoon auntie.”  He greeted with a little heavy breathing and a bow.

“Ah Ryo, I’m so glad that you came.”  Smiling at him, while closing the door behind her.

“Of course, I was so worried when you told me about her condition.”

“I see.  Well, I wanted to talk to you for a while before you go in.  Is that alright?”

“Of course.  What is it?”

“Well, Keii had really been sad these past few days.  And I don’t know why?  All that she mentioned was your little argument.  And then she told me and her father that Junnosuke Taguchi is her boy friend.  And well… she seems sad still, even though she said she loved him.”

“I don’t know who Junno is.  And I was kinda surprised when she told me about him.  And that’s what caused our misunderstanding.  I’m sorry.”

She smiled a knowing smile that made Ryo confused.  “Can I know how you felt about it?”

“Well…”  he looked down at his shoes before continuing.  “… I was hurt. And… and…”  sighed dejectedly. “… and I feel betrayed that she didn’t let me meet him before she dated the guy.  I know I don’t have any right or say about it, but she promised me that she will date a guy that… well..”

“What?”

He peeked through his bangs to look into her eyes.  “That I will…approve.”  Almost a whisper, but enough for the other to hear.

She smiled again. “I see.  Well then, you can go inside now.  She’s expecting you.  I’m leaving tonight with her father, so take care of her for us will you?”

“Of course, it will be my pleasure.  Thanks auntie.”  He bowed a little before entering the said room.

 

His stomach made another u-turn.  He can’t figure out why, but he had to be strong.  He can’t get sick.  He entered the room and found a sleeping Keii on her bed.  She looks pale, her face was white.  She looks sad. 

He approached the bed quietly as possible.  He kneeled in front of the bed and took her hand.  He held it in his cheek and sighed.

‘Why are you making me so worried over you?  And why the hell is your boyfriend not here to take care of you?  What kind of idiot do you have as a lover?’  He thought.

Keii stirred and faintly called a name. “Ryo.”

He was surprised that even after they fought, he is still the one she called.

“I’m here Keii.  I’m here.”

She called his name again.  This time a little louder, and somewhat desperate. “Ryo.”

“Keii I’m here.”  He held her hand a little tighter, and kissing it. “I’m here.”

She turned a little, and a tear dropped from her closed eye.  She was dreaming.  Dreaming that Ryo left her for good with Tatsuya.  She see them walking further away, not hearing her call him.  She tried calling him, but they still kept walking further away.  She sank on the ground and cried.

Ryo, seeing the tear ran down, he shook Keii a little to wake up.  Whatever dream she was having is making her cry. 

Another tear fell.  And called his name much louder this time.  “Ryo!”

This time he shook her hard to wake her up.  “Keii!! Wake up!!!”

She opened her eyes and saw Ryo.  She immediately hugged him hard.  “Ryo!  I thought you left me.”  They she started to cry.

“Why would I leave you?  I’m here, don’t worry.” He hugged her back.

When she calmed down a little, she pulled him on her bed and hugged him again.  “Please don’t leave me for Tatsuya.  Please.”

He was in total shock.  He didn’t expect it from her.  And yet, he agreed.  “I won’t, don’t worry.”

He held her close like they always did when they were younger.  But he can feel that she was still hot from her fever.  She was the clingy type when she is sick.  So he let it pass.  Thinking that her high temperature was making her this way.

 

They both fell asleep hugging each other.  When morning came, Keii was the first to wake up, but still he eyes were close.  She smelled the familiar scent.  The cologne she always loved.  She felt she is still in a dream.  A dream where Ryo was with her instead of Tatsuya.  But that couldn’t be right.  She knows that Ryo was, and will always be Tatsuya’s.

She opened her eyes and saw the said man hugging her.  She was shocked to say the least that he stayed by her side.  She inched her way out of the man’s arms slowly not to wake him up.  But she failed.  He woke up and pulled her back into his arms again.

“Go back to sleep Keii.  You still need to rest.”  His eyes was still closed shut.

“I’m sorry for making you stay here.  I’ll just go to the bathroom.”  Still trying to move away.

“I’m not living you, until you get well.”  He sat up and looked at her with sleepy eyes. “Morning.”

“Moring.  I need to go to the bathroom now.”

“Ok, I’ll take you there.”

“No!  I’m old enough to walk you know.”

“But you always liked me to carry you to the bathroom door.”

“No!”

“Fine… just don’t stumble or fall.”  With that, he lay back down and slept.

She just smiled and stood up.

 

As he promised, he took care of her till she recuperated.  It took her almost a week before she got better.  But it was ok for Ryo.  And he would never abandon her, no matter what.

 

He went back to school when Keii was able too.  And what a surprise he had on their lunch break.

 

“Wow!  And I thought Keii was the one who was sick.”  Sarcasm laced very well.

“What!  I called you everyday to say that I will be staying with her till she can come back to school.”

“She has her own boyfriend to do that.  Why do you have to stay with her that long?”

“Because, I promised her parents that I would.  Is there a problem with that?”

“Yes!  And may I remind you that I am your girlfriend and not her, you stupid ass!”

“I know I’m your boyfriend.  And you said you understood.  What are you complaining about anyway?  You did that to Yuichi a couple of months ago, and you didn’t hear me complain.”

Tatsuya was dumbfounded at the statement.  He did not complain when she did it.  So why was she complaining now.

“Look sweetheart, we love our best friend.  Just because we are together, doesn’t mean we can’t be with them when they need us.”

“You’re right.  I’m sorry.”

They kissed and made up and everything feels that same again.  Except seeing Keii hugging Junno, who he still haven’t met properly, were catching up.  And the unsteady feeling in his stomach has returned.