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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

KOKI JR.

A/N:  this was a textfic that I sent to my friend aoi_tenshi05, and it was originally supposed to be me, she and leigh1381... but I was requested to make it a TaNaka fic... so leigh, gomen if it’s not the pairing you want... gomen...  on to the fic...

 

Yuichi, Jin and Tatsuya went to Japan from the Philippines to have a tour and meet their idols Koki, Junno and Kame.  Fortunately, they all met somewhere in Tokyo while walking. 

And immediately, four out of six have clicked. Jin and Junno, Tatsuya and Kame.  Unfortunately, Koki doesn’t like Yuichi for some reason.  And she took this to heart that she will never be loved by the person that is most important to him.  She wanted to give up, but the two men told him not to.  Why?  Because whoever can give Koki a child, he will marry.  And this gave Yuichi some hope of capturing his heart.

Junno and Kame asked Koki to go singing with them at one of their friends’ apartment.  As soon as they got there, the two pushed Koki inside and locked the door.  Koki protested and banged the door ‘till his friends opens the door.  The shouted at him “NO!” And at that he heard his friends leave.

He turned around and saw Yuichi inside wearing a silk black lingère. He was shocked at how gorgeous Yuichi looked.  His eyes and jaw almost hit the floor from being stunned.

Yuichi took a step forward towards Koki, and the latter took a step back.  This happened until Yuichi corned the other on the wall. 

Yuichi made a daring mover of kissing him on the lips, while holding his shoulder.  Koki was caught by surprise, but melted into the kiss.  Her lips were soft and sweet.  Never has he tasted such sinful lips before.  The kiss became more demanding and fierce.  The temperature on his body rose, with the dose of her whole body pressing on him.  And she felt proud of making the other horny and feeling his cock hard.

Koki can’t contain himself anymore and held her waist.  He kissed her lips then moved to her ears, then to her neck.  Then lifted her bridal style to the couch, he laid her slowly.  He immediately took his clothes off then Yuichi’s.  He was surprised to see that she wasn’t wearing anything else.  In return, Yuichi was also surprised to see how big Koki was.  She gulped and thought if she can take him.

Koki was amazed at the beautiful body Yuichi was hiding underneath her clothes.  She has no sense of style, that’s why he got turned off.  While he was spacing out on her body, she pushed him on the floor.  Sat on his waist and kissed him again, deeply, entering his mouth with his tongue.  Tasting him as much as possible.  She moved to his ear, jaw and neck.  Koki released a strangled moan while his hands were busy playing with her full breasts.  Yuchi laughed at his naked skin, slide slowly towards his aching cock and she stopped on top of it. “Shit!! Don’t…  do that…. I… might… aahhh…come.”

She rocked back and forth on top of his hard member as if she heard nothing.  She was moaning shamelessly, holding, guiding Koki’s hand to continue playing with her breasts.  And then, Koki came and so did Yuichi.  Both were breathing pretty hard, trying to catch their breaths, staying still.

When their breathing evened out, she kissed him again.  He sat up and moved from her mouth to her breasts.  Licking, nipping and sucking.  “aahh… Koki…uunngg…” She reached for his cock again, pumping it back to life.  Playing the tip that made Koki hissed in pleasure.

She kissed him again and lifted her butt to position herself on top of his throbbing member.  He stopped breaking the kiss.  “Have you ever done this before?”  She shook her head as a ‘no’.  “Then you should lie down to be more comfortable.”

Without warning, she pushed herself down while holding his shoulder, and hissed at the sudden pain.  He immediately grabbed her waist to steady her.  Her eyes are now shedding tears which he noticed. ‘She is telling the truth.’ 

His heartbeat went from normal to full speed. Feeling the sweet tightness surrounding him.  A virgin in his arms… wow, I’m in heaven. She stilled a moment to get used to the feeling of being so full.  Tears still coming down.  He kissed her breasts again to distract her and opened mouth kisses.  He bit softly her lower lip, moaning.

When she felt ready, she started riding him slowly at first, and went faster and faster by the second.  Moans and hisses echoing inside the whole apartment. 

He lay down to meet her thrusts.  “I’m… I’m…. aahh… gona… come….” “then come for me baby….” In a very seductive voice.  And she rode him as fast as she could.

They both came together, Koki inside her and Yuichi on him.  She laid his head on top of his shoulder, not removing herself yet.  And both fell asleep in that position.  Tired from the adrenaline rush.

She woke up in the middle of the night and found herself on the bed without Koki by her side.  And she started to cry.  She thought she finally won him by giving herself to him.  But she was wrong.

Yuichi didn’t get to see him ‘till it was time for the three girls to go home.  Junno and Kame were the only ones who took them to the airport.

 

It’s been a year before the three went back to Japan to visit their boyfriends. They’ve been in consistent contact for that period of time.

While walking in a park in Tokyo, the three saw Koki walking hand in hand with his girlfriend.   And on impulse, Jin approached him and said, “Hi Koki-kun~.  Who’s she?  Don’t tell me you’re cheating me and our baby?”

“What?”

The girl said, “We’re over!”  and walk stomping away.

Jin smirked at the shock Koki and walked away with her friends.

Koki told his friends the situation that happened.  They were not surprised, for they knew.  So they took him out drinking.  Koki obliged.

He was a little sober when he asked them to go take him home.  They took him to an apartment and threw him inside.  Yet again, he was in the same predicament like a year ago.  So he just sighed.

He looked around and found no one.  He walked in the living room when he heard crying from one of the rooms.  He walked quietly following the sound.  He opened the door slowly and found Yuichi being devoured by a young man. 

Yuichi looked up to the person who walked in and saw Koki looked surprised.  She looked down, embarrassed.  He approached them and sat beside the two.

“What’s he’s name?”

“Koki Jr.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

“Sorry for not being there."

“It’s ok.  I understand.”  She was in tears.

He hugged them and muttered. “I’m sorry.  I never thought you'd give me yourself like that. Why?"

"Because I love you so much."

“I'm sorry for leaving like that.  I can't admit to myself that I've fallen for you.  I'm so sorry."

"Atleast I caught your heart.  I love you."  Then kissed him fully on the lips.

He kissed back, this time because of love. "I love you too Yuichi.  Let’s get married please.”

“I’m just waiting for you.”

They smiled at each other and lived happily with three more Koki Jrs.

Koki was thankful to his friends for always locking him inside an apartment with Yuichi.


Be My Baby

‘This was supposed to be a good day, a great day.’  He thought.  ‘Why did we fight over a simple text message?’  He was sobbing at their shared dressing room after their filming of Shounen Club.

He was pulled out of his thoughts when someone held him be the shoulder.  He flinched a little, and turned to see who it was.  To his surprise, which was really unexpected, was standing behind him a smiling Nishikido Ryo.  He immediately wiped his tears.

“Ok Koyamama…what happened?”

“Nothing.  And how come you’re here anyway?”

He chuckled a little before answering. “Simple.  I got a weird phone call from Shige saying if I was still here, and then told me about you.  C’mon now…you can tell me... Shige is not your only friend you know.”

“Ryo, it’s just that… Maru and I had an argument.”

“I hope you’re talking about Yuichi and not eito Orange Maruyama Ryuhie….” Teasing.

“Eh?”

“Joke… but seriously, are you that possessive?”

The older one just frowned.

“I’ll take that as a Yes.  Keii… everybody obviously knew you love Maru…”

“Yuichi… please… I don’t like Ryuhie-kun like that.”

“Yuichi… even Jin keeps complaining how he talks about you dreamily.”

“But I got mad at him, just because of a damn text message.”

“Then go apologize to him.  You know Tat-chan’s close to him.”

“Yeah I know…wait… did you just say Tat-chan and not ‘fishlips’?”

“Yeah…” embarrassed a little.  “We’re friends now.  But don’t get the wrong idea.”

“Oohh…”

“DON’T really… I don’t want to jeopardize my relationship.”

“What should I do then?  I’ve never seen him these angry before.”

“Maybe because this….” Hand gesture going in circles. “… has been happening too often than he likes.”

Keii raised his brows at Ryo confused.

“Really… this is not the first time.”

“…”

“Oh, for the love of God Keii!!!”  Throwing his hands in the air as a sign of irritation. “You always do this to him!  Do you actually think that he will go martyr on your jealousy kind of friendship… if it is friendship?  He exploded already.”

Realizing… “Oh No!”

“Oh yes!”  While nodding.  “Now go to him idiot.”

With that, he ran out the door with his bag, while Ryo just smiled.  He knew that Keii could sometimes be oblivious, but his heart is always in the right place to make things right.

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

Meanwhile, Yuichi went straight home after their fight.  He cried his heart out.  He can’t understand why Keii always acted that way when it comes to Tat-chan.  ‘He knows that we’ve been close friends for the longest time.’  He continued to cry ‘till he fell asleep.

He was nearly deep in slumber when a loud bang jerked him to snap out of it.  He stood up holding his aching head as he reached the door.  To his surprise… “What the…”  He saw a panting and sweating Keiichiro.

Keii breathe heavily, trying to catch his breath.  Or atleast, even it out to normal.

“Keiichiro, why do you look like you ran a mile?  You’re sweating all over.”  He pulled him inside.  “Go sit on the couch while I get you some change of clothes, water and a towel before you get sick.”

The younger’s breathing was almost normal when Yuichi came back.

“Here, drink this.  You look exhausted.”

Keii took in one gulp the water.  He placed it on the table and Yui began to pull his shirt off and started to wipe his sweat on his face and body. He just stared at the older one.

Even if Yuichi was mad at the other, he can’t help himself from caring about Keii’s health.

“Stop it Yuichi!” Keii shouted in an irritated face.

The other was surprised and backed up a little from the other’s sudden outburst.

A tear fell from Keii smooth tanned face, his voice softened, then continued… “Please… stop caring for me.  I’ve hurt you, yet you do this.  My guilt is eating me up more than it already is.  You should just shout or curse me for what I did to you.”  Now the tears ran freely while looking down.

“I don’t need to do all of that for you to know I’m still mad.  You came all this way to say something to me, so I’ll just listen.  I want to understand, ‘coz I’m definitely confused right now.”

“You’re….you’re right… I do…”  sniffed before continuing. “… I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I don’t know why my jealousy is always showing like that.  I’m… I’m sorry.”  Crying still. “I can’t feel anything but hurt, seeing you brighten up when Ueda-kun calls or messages’ you or you guys go out.  It hurts here.” Pointing at his heart.”

Yuichi gasp, reached for his chest… “Why?”  Staring intently at him.

He held that hand on his heart and stared with tears.  “Because I like you… I love you.”

“Ah…”

He let go and stood up. “I’m sorry… just forget what I said.  I’m sorry.”  Grabbed his shirt and was about to run when his wrist was held back tightly.  He turned head down and peeked through his hair.

Yuichi didn’t stand up, but only stare. “Why didn’t you tell me that before?”  He asked in a very low and shaky voice.

His heart stared to speed up more.  “I was afraid.”

“Why?”

“Afraid you may not feel the same way.  And I don’t think I can do anything about it if you really don’t feel the same.  I’m sorry.”

“Why are you saying sorry?”

“I don’t know.”

“Aren’t you gonna wait for my answer?”  Not letting go of the wrists.

“I…I…”

Yuichi finally stood up and embraced the younger one from behind.  “Well…” He whispered in his ear.

Keii shivered a little before turning around to face the other.  He smiled thru his tears and hugged him.  “I think I already know the answer.”

Yuichi smiled… “Good.  ‘Coz I’ve been waiting… wait I sound like a school girl.” Blushing a little.

“A beautiful school girl I can fall in love over and over again.”  Smiled at him. “I guess I can finally do this.”  Not waiting for an answer, he captured Yui’s lips on his own.

The other was surprised but smiled into the kiss and melted with a little moan.  Keii kissed him more deeply and entered his mouth without hesitation.  The kiss deepened into hunger, releasing every hidden emotion.  Both lost in their heat, their moment, their love for one another.

When they pulled back for air, both face were flushed, both panting, both hearts beating fast, both mirroring passion and lust in their eyes.

They kissed again, this time, Keii moved down to his jaw and neck.  Luckily, Yui was wearing a v-neck shirt, so access to his shoulder was easy enough for the other to ravish him.  A lusty moan escaped Yuichi’s mouth making Keii more eager and excited.

Yuichi was now heavily breathing, reaching for Keii’s torso and pinched his nipples. The other hissed at the sudden contact. He continued down ward to Keii’s pants to rid him of it.  The other fumbled with Yuichi’s shirt removing it, then slowly placed his hand on his tight jeans. Yuichi moaned. Throwing his head back, feeling high from Keii’s sudden touch.

It didn’t take long before Keii pulled himself out of his pants and boxer briefs, and he did the same to Yuichi.  The older one pulled the other for another steaming kiss while stumbling towards the bedroom.

Keii lay Yuichi down slowly on his white soft mattress, then kissed him going down on his jaw, neck, nipples.  Hungrily tasting the goodness of his love.  Afterwards, he went down ever so slowly towards his unattended manhood, making Yuichi arch is back from anticipation.  Hissing and whimpering from the slow teasing. 

He took the older’s manhood and swallowed with excitement.  Licking the slit Yui hitched his breath. Being played sensually and erotically by Keii makes him want to come then and there, but he has to hold on a little more.  He wanted both of them to come together.

Keii felt Yui was getting near from him ministration so he stopped earning a whimper from the sudden coldness… “Where’s your lube?”

Yuichi pulled it out from under his pillow blindly.

“What the… why is it there?”

“Been…waiting…for…you.” He said trying to catch his breath.

Keii just stared at him for a while and was caught by the beautiful sight.

Yuichi was indeed beautiful while trying to regain his breath, shiny sweat all over his naked body, flushed red from excitement and eyes drooping, but enough to see the lust that matches his.

He was back to reality when Yuichi suddenly attacked his parted lips, and shoved his tongue inside.  He responded and blindly uncapped the lube and put some on his fingers.  He spread Yuichi’s legs more and played the ring of his holy hole before pushing his finger in.

“Aahh…” Yuichi hissed but his hurt was swallowed by Keii’s kisses.  He went in and out slowly at first then added the second finger without breaking the kiss while making scissor motions.  Then a third, going from slow to fast, almost ramming, but not quite, just finding his sweet spot. 

Yuichi groaned and slightly high in pitch tone when it was hit. “Ooohh…. Aaahh…”  grabbed the younger’s shoulder tightly. 

Keii smiled, he sat and eagerly coated his throbbing aching member.  Yuichi looked at him while he was coating himself, involuntarily licking his lips in the process.  Waiting, anticipating.

Poking his entrance a few times before entering him painfully slow as to not hurt the other.  Yuichi closed his eyes, biting his tongue and gripping his sheets to avoid shouting and swallowed the pain.  Keii held his neglected member loosely and pumped it sensually to take the others mind off the pain.  When fully inside he licked the fallen tears and kissed him on the mouth, waiting for the signal.  Yuichi’s legs hugged Keii’s waist.  And took this to start moving. 

In out slowly and without hesitation gained speed and both of them were moaning shamelessly in the room.  Echoes of their sensation floating in the air.  Both trying to find release.  He matched his ramming speed with pumping Yuichi’s member until they both yelled each other’s name.  Seeing white while releasing inside Yuichi and the other releasing on ther other stomach and hand.

Keii collapsed on top of Yuichi while still attached to each other.  The older hugged the younger one even though he is trying to regain from the adrenalin. 

Both panting but still kissed each other passionately. 

After evenly breathing, Keii was able to pull out with the little strength left.  Laid his head on the other’s neck, inhaling the sweet scent.

“You were wonderful.”

“You taste and feel good”

“Keii… I love you.”

“I love you too.  But what if I wasn’t able to confess?”

“I would have gotten you drunk, drag you here, tie you up and rape you.” Smiling.

“You wouldn’t dare?” glimpsed at his face in a surprised tone.

“I would.”

“So that’s why you had your lube underneath your pillow.”

“Yeah.”  Blushing furiously.

He nuzzled his face on the crook of Yuichi’s neck and said, “I would have let you.” And smiled.

Yuichi felt that smile and closed his eyes.

Keii kissed him on his neck and closed his eyes following Yuichi to dreamland.

 

 

Omake~~~

 

“Oi Ryo!”  Shige shouted while entering NewS’ room.

“Oi Shige!”  Ryo shouted back while sitting on the couch.

“Where’s Keii?”

“Sleeping with Nakamaru.”

“Good.”

“Who’s sleeping with who?”  Pi said while entering the same room with Jin in tag.

“Koyama and Nakamaru.”

“Yes!” Jin shouted while throwing his hand in the air.

Everyone stared at him.

“What?!  Atleast he’ll stop pestering us about Keii being slow and oblivious.”

“What do you mean?”  Pi asked.

“Well, since Keii is like a kame, he planned with Tat-chan to make Keii jealous enough for him to confess.”

“Really?”  Shige was shock.

“Yeah…”

“And Keii would stop being on panic mode every time before he has to film Shounen with Nakamaru.”  Ryo added.

“So that’s why he is always pacing back and forth before reaching the studio.”

“Pi, I thought I told you to be careful around JIn, now he is rubbing on you.”

“Hey that’s not true Ryo!”  Jin shouted.

But everyone just chatted away….

5 Times Nakamaru Yuichi got Jealous of NaKanishi (Koki Tanaka and Jin Akanishi)

First Time:

During the Real Face Concert, when KAT-TUN sang 'Freeze' near the audience by the ring side, when the song was almost finished Jin stood too close to Koki by his back. And both had a close up on the wide screen. Yuichi was singing then, but by the corner of his eye, he saw the whole thing.

He felt betrayed 'coz during that song, Koki didn't stand close to him.

He let it pass.


 

Second Time:

It ticked Yuichi really to the maximum level when Jin sang his solo on their Real Face Concert. Pinky. Why? Simple, Koki crossed dress as a woman and almost had sex with Jin on stage. His eyes almost fell from his socket while watching it inside their changing room.

He wanted to skin Koki alive. That baldly was really going over the edge. But still he let it pass for fan service sake.


 

Third Time:

It was their Queen of Pirates Concert, during their Ten-G performance.

Koki, yet again, let Jin put the latter's hand on the baldies shoulder. It wasn't even part of the script, but Jin did it. And Yuichi saw it, but still continued to perform with smile on his face. And Koki is really making his pissed. As to why? He can't really tell right now.

So he let it, yet again, slide. Fan service.


 

Forth Time:

After one of KAT-TUN's Concert, Jin made a good gesture of giving his band mates necklaces as a gift.

And Jin gave Koki a necklace similar to his. Koki even mentioned this in his J-Web.

They have the same necklace, only different in colors. While Yuichi's has a different design from theirs.

He was hurt that Koki was so happy about it and bragged it to him.


 

Fifth Time:

This time Yuichi was happy to make a commercial with his band mates again. But what he didn't anticipate was, Jin and Koki were paired up for the OXY Commercial. He never had a duet commercial with Koki ever, even if he asked, secretly and discreetly of course, his manager.

He was denied, and that management was the one who decided on it.

His jealousy was really at the peak. Koki even said to his face how lucky he was to work with Jin. And since he was pushed to his limits, he hit Koki by the head and ran away from him.

Koki was dumbfounded by this action, but smirked while the older one ran.


 

+ One:

Yuichi lay back on his bed thinking why he gets so jealous over the things Jin and Koki did. It was for fan service. And yet, he still was jealous. Maybe his being best friend was kicking in. 'Coz he was used to being the only one that Koki was ever close with. Or maybe it was something else.

After thinking it over about a couple of hours. Debating in his mind the feelings he can't understand. He came to a conclusion that he was definitely in love with a bald guy names Tanaka Koki. He smiled at himself. But he was thinking what will happen now since he knew his best friend was straight. He now got confused.

A few minutes passed, his door bell rang. He checked his clock and read midnight. He wondered who it was and opened the door.

To his surprise, it was Koki. He turned pale.

The other smiled at him and passed through him straight to his bedroom.

He looked at the retreating back of Koki disappearing inside his room. He thought, maybe he just wanted to crash.

When he got inside, it was dark and the door suddenly closed from behind. Koki smiled his most gorgeous smile towards the older one and said, "Took you long enough to know I was making you jealous with Jin. Which he was happy to do since Junno was acting a little cold on him."

"What!"

"Yup, and now I can do this." He walked slowly over to Yuichi. The older one was rooted on the ground. Koki encircled his hand on his waist and kissed him softly.

Yuichi smiled into the kiss and said, "Obviously it worked." And started to deepen the kiss.