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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Be My Baby

‘This was supposed to be a good day, a great day.’  He thought.  ‘Why did we fight over a simple text message?’  He was sobbing at their shared dressing room after their filming of Shounen Club.

He was pulled out of his thoughts when someone held him be the shoulder.  He flinched a little, and turned to see who it was.  To his surprise, which was really unexpected, was standing behind him a smiling Nishikido Ryo.  He immediately wiped his tears.

“Ok Koyamama…what happened?”

“Nothing.  And how come you’re here anyway?”

He chuckled a little before answering. “Simple.  I got a weird phone call from Shige saying if I was still here, and then told me about you.  C’mon now…you can tell me... Shige is not your only friend you know.”

“Ryo, it’s just that… Maru and I had an argument.”

“I hope you’re talking about Yuichi and not eito Orange Maruyama Ryuhie….” Teasing.

“Eh?”

“Joke… but seriously, are you that possessive?”

The older one just frowned.

“I’ll take that as a Yes.  Keii… everybody obviously knew you love Maru…”

“Yuichi… please… I don’t like Ryuhie-kun like that.”

“Yuichi… even Jin keeps complaining how he talks about you dreamily.”

“But I got mad at him, just because of a damn text message.”

“Then go apologize to him.  You know Tat-chan’s close to him.”

“Yeah I know…wait… did you just say Tat-chan and not ‘fishlips’?”

“Yeah…” embarrassed a little.  “We’re friends now.  But don’t get the wrong idea.”

“Oohh…”

“DON’T really… I don’t want to jeopardize my relationship.”

“What should I do then?  I’ve never seen him these angry before.”

“Maybe because this….” Hand gesture going in circles. “… has been happening too often than he likes.”

Keii raised his brows at Ryo confused.

“Really… this is not the first time.”

“…”

“Oh, for the love of God Keii!!!”  Throwing his hands in the air as a sign of irritation. “You always do this to him!  Do you actually think that he will go martyr on your jealousy kind of friendship… if it is friendship?  He exploded already.”

Realizing… “Oh No!”

“Oh yes!”  While nodding.  “Now go to him idiot.”

With that, he ran out the door with his bag, while Ryo just smiled.  He knew that Keii could sometimes be oblivious, but his heart is always in the right place to make things right.

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

Meanwhile, Yuichi went straight home after their fight.  He cried his heart out.  He can’t understand why Keii always acted that way when it comes to Tat-chan.  ‘He knows that we’ve been close friends for the longest time.’  He continued to cry ‘till he fell asleep.

He was nearly deep in slumber when a loud bang jerked him to snap out of it.  He stood up holding his aching head as he reached the door.  To his surprise… “What the…”  He saw a panting and sweating Keiichiro.

Keii breathe heavily, trying to catch his breath.  Or atleast, even it out to normal.

“Keiichiro, why do you look like you ran a mile?  You’re sweating all over.”  He pulled him inside.  “Go sit on the couch while I get you some change of clothes, water and a towel before you get sick.”

The younger’s breathing was almost normal when Yuichi came back.

“Here, drink this.  You look exhausted.”

Keii took in one gulp the water.  He placed it on the table and Yui began to pull his shirt off and started to wipe his sweat on his face and body. He just stared at the older one.

Even if Yuichi was mad at the other, he can’t help himself from caring about Keii’s health.

“Stop it Yuichi!” Keii shouted in an irritated face.

The other was surprised and backed up a little from the other’s sudden outburst.

A tear fell from Keii smooth tanned face, his voice softened, then continued… “Please… stop caring for me.  I’ve hurt you, yet you do this.  My guilt is eating me up more than it already is.  You should just shout or curse me for what I did to you.”  Now the tears ran freely while looking down.

“I don’t need to do all of that for you to know I’m still mad.  You came all this way to say something to me, so I’ll just listen.  I want to understand, ‘coz I’m definitely confused right now.”

“You’re….you’re right… I do…”  sniffed before continuing. “… I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I don’t know why my jealousy is always showing like that.  I’m… I’m sorry.”  Crying still. “I can’t feel anything but hurt, seeing you brighten up when Ueda-kun calls or messages’ you or you guys go out.  It hurts here.” Pointing at his heart.”

Yuichi gasp, reached for his chest… “Why?”  Staring intently at him.

He held that hand on his heart and stared with tears.  “Because I like you… I love you.”

“Ah…”

He let go and stood up. “I’m sorry… just forget what I said.  I’m sorry.”  Grabbed his shirt and was about to run when his wrist was held back tightly.  He turned head down and peeked through his hair.

Yuichi didn’t stand up, but only stare. “Why didn’t you tell me that before?”  He asked in a very low and shaky voice.

His heart stared to speed up more.  “I was afraid.”

“Why?”

“Afraid you may not feel the same way.  And I don’t think I can do anything about it if you really don’t feel the same.  I’m sorry.”

“Why are you saying sorry?”

“I don’t know.”

“Aren’t you gonna wait for my answer?”  Not letting go of the wrists.

“I…I…”

Yuichi finally stood up and embraced the younger one from behind.  “Well…” He whispered in his ear.

Keii shivered a little before turning around to face the other.  He smiled thru his tears and hugged him.  “I think I already know the answer.”

Yuichi smiled… “Good.  ‘Coz I’ve been waiting… wait I sound like a school girl.” Blushing a little.

“A beautiful school girl I can fall in love over and over again.”  Smiled at him. “I guess I can finally do this.”  Not waiting for an answer, he captured Yui’s lips on his own.

The other was surprised but smiled into the kiss and melted with a little moan.  Keii kissed him more deeply and entered his mouth without hesitation.  The kiss deepened into hunger, releasing every hidden emotion.  Both lost in their heat, their moment, their love for one another.

When they pulled back for air, both face were flushed, both panting, both hearts beating fast, both mirroring passion and lust in their eyes.

They kissed again, this time, Keii moved down to his jaw and neck.  Luckily, Yui was wearing a v-neck shirt, so access to his shoulder was easy enough for the other to ravish him.  A lusty moan escaped Yuichi’s mouth making Keii more eager and excited.

Yuichi was now heavily breathing, reaching for Keii’s torso and pinched his nipples. The other hissed at the sudden contact. He continued down ward to Keii’s pants to rid him of it.  The other fumbled with Yuichi’s shirt removing it, then slowly placed his hand on his tight jeans. Yuichi moaned. Throwing his head back, feeling high from Keii’s sudden touch.

It didn’t take long before Keii pulled himself out of his pants and boxer briefs, and he did the same to Yuichi.  The older one pulled the other for another steaming kiss while stumbling towards the bedroom.

Keii lay Yuichi down slowly on his white soft mattress, then kissed him going down on his jaw, neck, nipples.  Hungrily tasting the goodness of his love.  Afterwards, he went down ever so slowly towards his unattended manhood, making Yuichi arch is back from anticipation.  Hissing and whimpering from the slow teasing. 

He took the older’s manhood and swallowed with excitement.  Licking the slit Yui hitched his breath. Being played sensually and erotically by Keii makes him want to come then and there, but he has to hold on a little more.  He wanted both of them to come together.

Keii felt Yui was getting near from him ministration so he stopped earning a whimper from the sudden coldness… “Where’s your lube?”

Yuichi pulled it out from under his pillow blindly.

“What the… why is it there?”

“Been…waiting…for…you.” He said trying to catch his breath.

Keii just stared at him for a while and was caught by the beautiful sight.

Yuichi was indeed beautiful while trying to regain his breath, shiny sweat all over his naked body, flushed red from excitement and eyes drooping, but enough to see the lust that matches his.

He was back to reality when Yuichi suddenly attacked his parted lips, and shoved his tongue inside.  He responded and blindly uncapped the lube and put some on his fingers.  He spread Yuichi’s legs more and played the ring of his holy hole before pushing his finger in.

“Aahh…” Yuichi hissed but his hurt was swallowed by Keii’s kisses.  He went in and out slowly at first then added the second finger without breaking the kiss while making scissor motions.  Then a third, going from slow to fast, almost ramming, but not quite, just finding his sweet spot. 

Yuichi groaned and slightly high in pitch tone when it was hit. “Ooohh…. Aaahh…”  grabbed the younger’s shoulder tightly. 

Keii smiled, he sat and eagerly coated his throbbing aching member.  Yuichi looked at him while he was coating himself, involuntarily licking his lips in the process.  Waiting, anticipating.

Poking his entrance a few times before entering him painfully slow as to not hurt the other.  Yuichi closed his eyes, biting his tongue and gripping his sheets to avoid shouting and swallowed the pain.  Keii held his neglected member loosely and pumped it sensually to take the others mind off the pain.  When fully inside he licked the fallen tears and kissed him on the mouth, waiting for the signal.  Yuichi’s legs hugged Keii’s waist.  And took this to start moving. 

In out slowly and without hesitation gained speed and both of them were moaning shamelessly in the room.  Echoes of their sensation floating in the air.  Both trying to find release.  He matched his ramming speed with pumping Yuichi’s member until they both yelled each other’s name.  Seeing white while releasing inside Yuichi and the other releasing on ther other stomach and hand.

Keii collapsed on top of Yuichi while still attached to each other.  The older hugged the younger one even though he is trying to regain from the adrenalin. 

Both panting but still kissed each other passionately. 

After evenly breathing, Keii was able to pull out with the little strength left.  Laid his head on the other’s neck, inhaling the sweet scent.

“You were wonderful.”

“You taste and feel good”

“Keii… I love you.”

“I love you too.  But what if I wasn’t able to confess?”

“I would have gotten you drunk, drag you here, tie you up and rape you.” Smiling.

“You wouldn’t dare?” glimpsed at his face in a surprised tone.

“I would.”

“So that’s why you had your lube underneath your pillow.”

“Yeah.”  Blushing furiously.

He nuzzled his face on the crook of Yuichi’s neck and said, “I would have let you.” And smiled.

Yuichi felt that smile and closed his eyes.

Keii kissed him on his neck and closed his eyes following Yuichi to dreamland.

 

 

Omake~~~

 

“Oi Ryo!”  Shige shouted while entering NewS’ room.

“Oi Shige!”  Ryo shouted back while sitting on the couch.

“Where’s Keii?”

“Sleeping with Nakamaru.”

“Good.”

“Who’s sleeping with who?”  Pi said while entering the same room with Jin in tag.

“Koyama and Nakamaru.”

“Yes!” Jin shouted while throwing his hand in the air.

Everyone stared at him.

“What?!  Atleast he’ll stop pestering us about Keii being slow and oblivious.”

“What do you mean?”  Pi asked.

“Well, since Keii is like a kame, he planned with Tat-chan to make Keii jealous enough for him to confess.”

“Really?”  Shige was shock.

“Yeah…”

“And Keii would stop being on panic mode every time before he has to film Shounen with Nakamaru.”  Ryo added.

“So that’s why he is always pacing back and forth before reaching the studio.”

“Pi, I thought I told you to be careful around JIn, now he is rubbing on you.”

“Hey that’s not true Ryo!”  Jin shouted.

But everyone just chatted away….

Friday, June 19, 2009

My Stars - Of magic Spells and Misunderstandings

YAMASHITA TOMOHISA

SHIGEAKI KATO

NISHIKIDO RYO

KOYAMA KEIICHIRO

Of Magic Spells and Misunderstandings... Ending 2

Ending 2

 

Kato went home thinking ‘How the hell am I going to take care of Nyata?  But then again, I owe Keii a lot.’  He sighed heavily.  He didn’t even noticed that he was already in front of his apartment building.

 

He took his keys out and about to turn the said key when he noticed that it was unlock.  “Shit!!! I left the door open?’  He carefully took a peek inside his place, and saw his television running.  He looked around, but saw no one.  ‘Oh my gosh! He completely opened the door and saw a pair of familiar shoes.  ‘Huh?’   He immediately took off his own shoes, and walked soundlessly to his living room.  When he approached the couch, he saw a pair of feet.  He picked up his bag, ready to throw it to the perpetrator, but immediately the bag landed on the floor with a loud ‘thud.’  To his surprise, the sleeping man was none other than Ryo.

 

Ryo stirred from his sleep upon hearing the noise.  He tiredly opened his eyes to see who made the noise.

 

“Oi Shigeaki!  Didn’t you see I was sleeping?”

 

“Why are you here?  How did you get in?  And why the hell did you left the door open?  What if someone else came in and did something bad to you?”  Kato hurriedly said while panting a little, ‘coz his heart beat was currently speeding up.

 

“Aaww... you care?”  Ryo teased while sitting up.

 

Kato turned pink. “Why would I?”

 

“Ah...I see.  Ok... no problem.  Since you’re home...”  Ryo stood up and picked up his bag. “... I can go now.”

 

He walked pass Kato to the door.  “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”  Hurt was evident in his voice.

 

“You’re not gonna get back at me?”  Panic stuck, in attempt to continue the conversation.

 

Ryo was holding the door knob, back facing the younger one when he answered. “Why should I?  There’s no reason to, plus I don’t want to fight.  I just thought that we could talk without needing to argue.”  Opened the door, walked out, and closed the door quietly.

 

Kato was too surprised at Ryo’s statement.  Then it hit him again, Keii statement yesterday at Jin and Junno’s apartment.  “Ryo liked you back the way you liked him.”

 

“Shit!!!”  Kato shouted and immediately ran to the door.

 

When he got out of his apartment building, Ryo was lazily walking further from him.  He was running while shouting. “Nishikido-kun!!!  Nishikido-kun!!!!”

 

Ryo looked back, when he saw it was Kato, he went back to walking further.

 

“Shit! He is so mad.”  He still ran after him.  When he reached him, he immediately grabbed his arm to stop him.  Ryo automatically stopped, didn’t move, but didn’t look at him either.

 

Kato was panting really hard.  “Nishikido-kun...” breathing heavily. “....please... come back to the apartment with me.” Still panting.

 

Ryo still didn’t answered back nor look at him.

 

Kato couldn’t take anymore of Ryo’s stubbornness. “Ryo, please!”

 

Still the other stood still.

 

“Ryo, please.  We need to talk.”

 

Ryo wiggled himself free, then walked back to Kato’s apartment.

 

Kato sighed and smiled, and walked back to his apartment as well.

 

When they got back, Ryo sat himself on the couch while Kato sat a little far from the other.

 

“I’m sorry Nishikido-kun.”  Kato started.

 

“Ryo.”

 

“Oh... I’m sorry Ryo.  I know I hurt you guys badly.  We hurt you guys.”

 

“Then?”

 

“Well,... I don’t know.”  He faced the other.  “Can you forgive me?”

 

“I already forgave Pi.”  Then he turned as well to the other.  “What do I get if I forgave you?”

 

“Eh???”

 

“What do I get if I forgave you?”

 

“How about....”  ‘I can’t believe this is happening to me.’  “Ahm... I’ll do your laundry for a month.”

 

“That’s it?”

 

“Ok... I’ll bring you food for a month too.”

 

“That’s it?”

 

“Huh?”

 

“...”

 

“Oh, uhm... I’ll fetch and take you home?”  Waiting for Ryo’s approval.

 

“And?”  Ryo staring blankly at him.

 

“Well, I don’t know anymore.  What else do you want?  I offered everything I can think off.”  Tears swelling up.  He was panic-ing already.  He doesn’t know what the other wants.

 

“You don’t know?”

 

“Yes!”  Tears now starting to fall down.

 

The older one inched closely to him, and wiped his tears away.  “How about this?”  Then he kissed him on the lips.  Just a peck.

 

Kato was surprised at his action, and just stared at the other. 

 

Ryo laughed a little then caressed the face of the other while smiling.  “Kato?”

 

“Hhmm...”

 

“Do you like me or do you love me?”  Tone serious but sincere. 

 

“I...I...”  His cheeks turned bright red.

 

“Well?”

 

“Why do you ask?”

 

“Because I deserve an honest answer.”

 

“You do...”

 

“Yes I do.  You’ve made me miserable, now I deserve to be happy or move on.”  Still caressing Kato’s face.

 

Kato took a deep breath, held his hand, and stared.  “I like you for so long, I don’t know when it turned into love.  Now... now.... I love you so much.  So fucking much, that I got jealous when I saw you hugging Keii.”  His tears fell again.  “And I don’t freaking know why when I was fully aware that Keii loved Pi. I guess I got insecure that you and Keii gotten so close, that all I got from you were insults, arguments and fights.”  Tears kept falling, while the older one kept wiping it away.

 

“I’m sorry too, for all the insults and fights.  It was the only way to get your attention.  You were always busy with you studying and stuff, that if I don’t insult or argue with you, you won’t stop and take notice of me.”  Ryo confessed.

 

He immediately hugged Kato tightly, and the other responded.  Ryo whispered...”I love you with all my life Shigeaki Kato. Please, stay with me.”

 

“I’ll stay by your side forever.”

 

Ryo pulled back, held Kato’s neck and kissed him softly and lovingly.  He responded back by opening his mouth a little to let Ryo in.  Ryo pulled him much closer, if possible and deepened the kiss.  Earning him a moan.

 

Then went to Kato’s room and made love for the first time that night.

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

Opening his eyes, he felt someone staring at him.  He looked up and saw a smiling Ryo.

 

“Good morning love.”

 

“’Morning hon.  Come on.  We can’t be late to work.  Go take a shower now.”

 

“Why don’t you join me?”  The younger asked seductively.

 

“If I do that, we will be late and you won’t be able to walk for a week.”  Ryo answered playfully.  “Anyway, we get off early, we’ll do that later.”  Kissed him on the lips and went to get his things outside.

 

Kato smiled his way to the bathroom while limping.

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

Pi and Keii were already on the couch cuddling when Ryo and Kato both arrived at the same time holding hands.  Nobody said anything about it except... “Kato... you’re limping as well?  Did you fall from somewhere like Keii?” Tego said.

 

Both friends turned beet red.  Keii buried his face on Pi’s neck and Kato hid behind Ryo.

 

Eveything did turn out well for both couples. And their member ai and NewS tightness back in order.


THE END????