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Friday, June 12, 2009

Of Magic Spells and Misunderstandings... Chapter 1

A/N:  I made this with too much reading of KOYAPI fics.  The writers from my LJ community have inspired me so much to write this...  My biggest impact was “Before It’s too late” by: ayaryo, “Koyama Keiichiro: Pi-Ai” by:  polyurethane, “What has always been there” by: hizashikage, “Escape” by: silver_rose88, and “The Loneliest Feeling of All” by: kiariyuna.... thanks you guys for the inspiration of your beautiful fics...

 

 

NewS has always been seen as a tight group due to their experiences of ups and downs in their group, and their “member love” or member ai.”  Nobody questions them, for it made their group closer and stronger.

 

Recently, they have been busy with group works:  rehearsals, photo shoots, interviews, guest-ings, recordings... you name it, they’re doing it.  And being too busy means ‘NO LOVE LIFE’ at the moment.

 

But there is a certain someone in the group who still has time to make ‘Love Spells’ to get the person he loves.

 

In his apartment, inside his bedroom, in front of his big vanity mirror is where he casts his spells.

 

                Sweetening spell:

                                You will need a piece of paper with both your names, vervain leaves and a honey jar.

                                Place the names facing each other into the honey jar with the vervain leaves, while saying: “Sweeten up, in this honey cup Yamashita Tomohisa.”

 

 

The following day, he will see and wait for the other to arrive, and see the effectiveness of the spell.  He arrives... but no effects.  He sighs and continues with their groups day activities.

 

That night, he casts another spell.

 

                Win the One You Love spell:

                                At midnight, light a red candle, insert a brand new pin through the wick and say: “it’s not Yamashita Tomohisa I wish to stick, but his heart I wish to prick.  May he neither sleep nor rest, until he grants me my request.”  Snuff the candle.

 

 

The following day, he waited.  But still nothing happend.

 

Everyday he uses different “love spells,” but still no effects.  Miserable at all the things he did, nothing happens.  And due to this, he has become a little pissed at himself.  But nobody questions him, they just all thought that too much work for the past few weeks has taken its toll on him.

 

~0~0~0~0~

 

One time, during one of their breaks, he went to an empty room.  Sat himself in the middle facing the huge mirror.  Stared at himself and then sighed.  “I guess you’re not worth his attention after all.  You may act ‘motherly’ to everyone, and give special attention to him, but still no progress.  Whatever spell you use to get him to even just notice you, doesn’t work.  Koyama Keiichiro, you are a pathetic being.”  He looked down and tears starts to form in his eyes.

“Well we all know that already.  Ok, maybe just me.”  He smiled while walking towards Keii, and sat beside him.

 

The other was too shock to see his band mate there.  And he couldn’t utter a single word.

 

“Relax Keii, I’m the only one here and heard you.”  He looked at the mirror before continuing to speak.  “You know, whoever you are talking about is not worth you’re effort if he can’t see you the way you are.  Well, I never thought that Pi can be so blind at the attention you gave him.”  Laughing a little.

 

“How did you know?”

 

“The question is, who doesn’t?  maybe Pi?”

 

“Am I that obvious Ryo?”

 

“Duh!  And I’m surprised that you still haven’t confessed to him yet.”

 

“I don’t know if he likes me the way I like him.  I don’t want to ruin what we have right now.”

 

Ryo place his arms around Keii’s shoulder and pulled him a little.  “Don’t worry, I’m sure he likes you back.”

 

Keii started crying on Ryo’s shoulder.  The other, in return, hugged him with a smile.  Knowing Keii, he easily cries when his emotion of the heart is involve.

 

He rubbed Keii’s back side till the other has no more tears to shed.

 

“Thanks Ryo.  I feel a lot better now.”

 

“No problem.  This is what happens when you keep spreading member ai.  It’s highly contagious.”

 

Keii chuckled at his friends comment.  “Uhm...”

 

“Come on, break time’s almost over.”

 

“Ok.  But Ryo...”

 

Ryo was currently pulling Keii up. “Yes?”

 

“How about you?”

 

“What about me?”

 

“When will you confess?”

 

Ryo turned a shade of pink cheeks and coughed a little. “To who?”

 

“Kato.”

 

Ryo looked down, interested in his shoes. “I don’t know.  We’ve been at each other’s throats for so long, I don’t think that he will like me after that.”

 

Keii just smiled at him.  And now, it’s his turn to hug his friend and whispered in his ear. “I’m so sure he likes you too.”

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

When they got back to NewS room, everyone saw the puffy eyes of Keii.  Kato was about to stand up, but was held back by Pi.  This action was not left unseen by Ryo.

 

Instead of retaliating, he pulled Keii to sit beside him on the opposite couch.  Keii looked at Ryo, but the other just stared at him with expression of hurt.  So he just sat beside the other. Their choreographer still hasn’t arrived, so is their manager.

 

After they sat, everyone was chatting away like nothing happened.  Talking about their activities, and how they will fit everything in their current full packed schedule.

 

“Hey guys!  Since we don’t have anything to do tomorrow....”  Tegoshi was smiling widely. “...let’s go out tonight.  And no one can say NO, ‘coz will be back to our busy schedule the day after tomorrow. Ok!!!”  eyeing everyone around. 

 

Of course, no one can say no to Tego-nyan.

 

“OK...”  everyone said.

 

~0~0~0~0~0~

 

At the club that they usually go, everyone was currently half drank already.  Tegoshi has his head laid on Massu’s shoulder.  Massu is currently laughing while drinking.  Keii is currently trying to get wasted by shoving his drinks by the glass.  Ryo and Pi have high alcohol tolerance.  Being friends with Jin, you will be one.  Shige on the other hand, is taking his drinks slow.

 

After a few more shots, Tego and Massu bid their farewell saying they have to get to home and be somewhere the following day.

 

So the four was left.  Pi and Ryo don’t talk to each other.  Shige is trying to stop Keii from drinking much more.  His best friend was already wasted.  But Keii can’t control himself from drinking.  His emotions were still high from what happened during their break time.  So Shige excuses himself to go home.

 

“Guys, since Keii obviously doesn’t want to go home yet, I have to.  I need to get ready from my defense next week.” 

 

“Ok.  I’ll take you home then.”  Ryo said.  He wanted to talk to Shige.

 

“You don’t have too Ryo.  I’ll take him home since I want to rest already.  Take Koyama home.”  Pi interrupted.

 

Ryo’s blood boiled. “Why don’t you do that, and I’ll take Shige home.  I live near him anyways.” Said in a very angry voice.

 

“Why should I?  You two seem to be close lately.  You take him home.  Let’s go Kato.”  Held him by the arms to stand and almost dragged him outside.

 

Ryo watched in shock. ‘Why is Pi acting this way?’   

 

A cry broke him from his thoughts.  He looked at his side and saw Keii breaking down.  He immediately grabbed his shoulders.

 

“Keii..Keii... why are you crying????”

 

“Pi doesn’t like me.  He likes Shige.  He hates me.”  Then continued sobbing.

 

“No!!!  There must be some mistake.”

 

“He doesn’t even want to take me home!!!”  with that, he stood up and got loose from Ryo’s hold.

 

He ran towards the exit with Ryo following.  When they got out, they didn’t notice Pi and Kato getting in Pi’s car.  But the two definitely saw and heard the two running but did nothing.  And went home.

 

“Keii!!!! Keii!!! Stop!!!!!”  Ryo ran after Keii.

 

“No!!!!  Go away!!!”  but Ryo kept following him.

 

Ryo lost sight of Keii for a moment, but found him in a nearby park.  Sitting on one of the swings crying.

 

The other approached with care, as to not scare the other away.  “Keii???”  whispered Ryo.

 

“Is it really that bad to be with me?  Am I really that contagious to be avoided?” Keii asked with tears streaming down his face.

 

Ryo sat on the other swing and looked at the sky.  Took a deep breath and then spoke... “No.  I don’t understand what’s going on, but I will definitely find out.  I don’t get why Pi is acting strange since this afternoon.”

 

“You know, even Shige didn’t talk to me much too.  Wait, I’ll call him.”   He pulled out his phone and pressed #1 on his speed dial.  “The number you are calling is temporarily off or out of coverage area.”

 

He looked at his phone and said... “His phone can’t be reached.  It’s turned off.  He never turns it off.”

 

Both sat in silence.  Not moving.  Things we’re really not going well.  And they don’t even know why.

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